Used to it then its enough...things become new and people will change..everything in life is different when each seconds passed. I know what I want to have and to live on. I have given up myself during the changing moments in life. I learn a lot of things from the ways I see things nowadays. I knew what type of guy I am towards my lifestyle..
I remember lots of stupid stuff I did in the past but thats how I learn to improve myself more. After the breakup, I look at the mirror and saw only myself standing there. I knew that people around me are just an illusion..they will never stick with you till the end no matter what happens..only a few that would help you thru but I have to help myself too..
I made a decision to stay outside because that would be the best way for me to let go..I didn't want to be friends anymore but just a long distance stranger..people leave me for a reason and I see clearly what is that..
Things will never be the same again and it will never be. I will find my own survival because no one will be there for u..I have to learn to survive by my own..
I promise myself the same mistake will never happen again because I always learn from my mistake..especially controlling my own mind..I have to focus on the things I need to achieve..
Accept the fate and fact that I am have to move on..
