Wish You a Happy Birthday 2010~

I didn't know that I want to wish her a happy birthday...If time will be froze, then what it would be like? will i be the one who be celebrating her birthday with her or?? nobody will know it because it had already passed and it had happened. If time would be return and let me fix everything becoming perfect as I had planned, will it be a good thing for it to happened? I really don't know what to do because of my jealousy , my anger...I always put the blame on the experience that I had once encounter, always giving an excuse for myself to feel better. I feel that i am being bad and differently or maybe i am along that way? It might possible be because I do not trust myself. If everything was being alright and she got her happiness, is that what i really want? I wish to give her the best but I can't forget the things that she had done that make me lost faith on. After the break time, i always look up in the sky asking myself, should i go back or just remain it usual? I really do not know what I really want to do...I always saw the full moon that remember the promise I had made to her, because the full moon always giving me the chance that it is the right time..and my left eyes always blinking that ask me to go back but I really can't do it anymore..I had hurt her too much and i don't intend to hurt her anymore...I knew she had someone that will always be with her and that's why i can let go the hand easily..I always telling myself that "Don't worry about her..she will be happy without you anyway.." I always pray for her that she will get good marks in her exam so that even though I am not there anymore, she will still can do it without me..Recently, i saw her very happy indeed in the pictures and I knew she did it with her own efforts. I am happy for her but I do feel alone in the corner but it doesn't matter anymore because I had always been in the corner alone to face the difficulties..This year 2010, i had pray along to wish her to have a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY and everything will goes on well for her in the following years and on...Last time, i would tell people that i had a curse with me, whoever which girl i with, she will someday leave me and really find someone she really love and it will be forever ending. It so happens in my previous ex, and they really found their true love that will be forever ending with them. For me, until the end of time, it wasn't my time to choose as I think this time she will be the same, she with him will be always forever as i had already knew that it happens all the time to me...I don't dare to wish anything for myself because I don't i deserve anything..I had everything that anyone would want..Even though times had been hard for me to face nowadays the problems...I had to face it and learn from my mistake..be a better guy each second and learn to stand up from my coward sickness..I tend to be a coward because I always don't believe in myself even though i had full imagination that what I would want to give the surprise but I fail each time. The timing is always failing on me..I nowadays listen to a song that i want to tell her but it might only be words because i think this is the bad timing for me to say it as I had always done the bad timing.

Hit-5 - 写下这首歌

台前幕后 挥一挥手 是温暖的热流

每一次疲惫中抬头 会看见亲切的面容

等候多久 徘徊多久 有过多少感动

每一次甜蜜的问候 都会有幸福的感受

say I I I I I love you so much

你们让我拥有 一个笑就足够

我们闭上眼睛 把爱情先搁一搁

我写下这首歌 歌词记录着

让我会心动的快乐

多少年后的今天还会记得

我写过这首歌 是送给你们的

熟悉某某 陌生某某 都会在我左右

每一首歌唱到最后 总会让我的眼泪流

心中的钻石发光闪烁 会永恒的照亮着我

不变的承诺 时刻伴随我 永远不沉没

I had always lie to you and I am sorry...Its the best for you...I don't deserve to have a happy ending...I knew you are happy and that is why I had left...Wish you a happy birthday and always be happy whenever times is bad, don't let down yourself..you are great and you can do better then now..I couldn't give you anything and I don't want you suffer in the end..one suffer is better then two to suffer..I know you someday you will know it and its fate...Love to me is very important but I don't want the love to suffer because of me..I do hope to see another full moon 31st of December 2010..if it really happens..I will thanks the god that HE had given another chance of remembering the special moment that had once happen in my life. Wish you always have good luck!

What I Learn From My Past Till Now....

Part A

In this moment, I was thinking that what I had been learning and experience during these few years in the past. I realize that I learn something that I am different in many ways. The one thing that i could think of being different a lot is that being in love of relationship. Last time i will be crazy about it and always thinking the best for her and giving everything to her but when time passes and you realize that each relationship you have, you will change some how, it might be your attitude towards the girlfriend. You might be cold to her sometimes as like your ex did that style to you before. It seems that you are following back the way of how she treat you even though you don't admit that you had done so. I would still remember the girl that i once had put a lot of effort on it and to be with her, but time seems to be fast to change as i had given up by that time during the separation because i will think that i do not have the chance and fate being with her and so it happens, even though i had been her secret best friend for so many years...she remind me of growing up and things had changed, because of this i slowly changed my life style to be better and useful for myself. "Through years that i will get by remembering all the times that she was inside my head." Now, i had another thought, why didn't i go find her back and waited for her in those times?? i had a question for myself that why didn't i had waited..i had think for a long time..i knew i was a coward because i always put those impossible answer for myself..i don't even trust myself that i could do it..and it really happens..during these few years, i suddenly saw something in web, that she had posted, the first thing i had ever did was to find her, i wanted to know what happened to her and help her because i had the feeling back, but i had always give an excuse because i had promised to her to be by her side, and was that really what i really think of??? this is another question that i had myself..was it really that simple?? it was not the first time at all...it had been some times that happen but i never knew what i can do..i just knew that it is very important that i must be by her side even though it takes my time..but recently this time, i knew she had some problems, i had message her, i chatted with her because she had problems, i told her.."everything be alright geh..dun worri..cheer up~" and this magic word really helps her cause after i had finish chatted with her, some time later, she never reply me anymore then by that moment, i knew she had settled the problem with her boyfriend and everything turns alright as i had said...does this mean that i still had feelings for her or not?? i do not know and  i do not want to know it either because i think if you really had the feeling for that someone, you would want her to be happy in the end but not the sad ending part. It may seem that you had never let go of that feeling but i m still happy with it as i knew there is someone better and greater to be by her side. I am just only a prayer's book when someone needs someone to talk to and an example of talking to GOD and telling all the problems to GOD. I would had ask myself, why can i stay go being hidden as a secret best friend through out this few years, i think its better for her to avoid misunderstanding problems for her. Misunderstanding is not good thing to happens to couples as it will result to separation.

Part B

There is once that i had knew a girl that she wasn't that perfect in any way, but i do not mind at all, because i would had thought that mabye that not that popular girl might be a problem as many fans(guys) will snatch it from me..but i was wrong...the days i had with her has been one of my happy days as i had received before any gifts from my loved ones before..i think that this was the girl that finally that would be the someone who willing stay with me..but it wasn't cause i had done many mistake that a boyfriend should not had done..its the minor mistake that must be avoid in the relationship..because of money and fame that i always had given her..i had fail because this was the part that i was always being that way in the past even though being with her. It was the stupid mistake i had always been doing..but its too late already as i had given her money and everything also had give what ever she wants. I still remember the day she had left me, i was very angry as i always given myself an excuse that she had someone else with her, but does really true about it, i think yes because of the fans(guys) around her..i do not trust her anymore..in this time..i knew that trust is very important for couples to learn because if you do not trust him or her..you will lost him or her someday because of the misunderstanding that happens. During these few years, i knew she had someone else, i could see that she is happy and i never find her at all because i don't that it was necessary for me to be there anymore..i will feel ashamed to show up as well...

Part C

This happens when i starting doing my school holidays work..i knew a girl in work, at first sight i knew she had a boyfriend, but i remember i had ask her and she say no, but after some time, she had tell the truth that she has a boyfriend..by this moment, i knew that this type of girl would not be a good girlfriend and it was because she do not want anyone to know about it, i experience this when my previous girlfriend did that to me, she would tell other guys that she do not have a boyfriend but she actually has one..this is the one part that makes me sad that i wasn't important at all...but get back to story..then i had insists that how long you had been with your boyfriend?? then she had answer 3 years..then the moment i had think of, umm..her boy friend surely would be a good guy and it turns out ya..but i just knew her a few days only but she told me she liked me and do not like her boyfriend that much..the moment that she says that, i knew that she wasn't good at all because she won't be staying in the long relationship type as just that guy can control it that long...not long she told me that she had been in triangle relationship 2 times...as i think of being clever..i try to be with her..then someday she had quarrel with her boyfriend and i was in the triangle relationship as well...and all this time i always tell myself i would not be the 3rd party at all because bad luck would come to me in the following and it really happens..because i was doing something that i would not had done and it wasn't my type to do that..i like being a good guy but maybe because time changes as i want to be someone different..then when there is a time for her choose between him and me..i had told her that..let's wait till the 31st of December..if it would be a full moon then we have fate of being together..by that day..there is really a full moon..and i had told myself that it was fate...but through months of being together..i had realize that she had been talking with her ex and seeing each other for some time...she had cheated me and she given excuses that she needed to and somethings that she needed him to help..i don't think i will believe that because of my previous relationship experience..not long after that..she breakup with me..after some time..she came back to me and say a lot of excuse that she didn't mean it and wanted to be with me and really love me..i will think that it is bullshit already because she is the one who want to go away and now coming back for me..its not the first time that happen..so during the last time..i had rejected her..i say that i do not trust her anymore..i do not want her anymore..i give her an excuse that i want to focus on my studies and work..after that..the next day..her ex call me and start scolding me and sending bullshit sms to me that saying cursing me and that...the moment i saw that he will do that then i knew that she had been contacting her with her this time..and i do not want to reply any of those things..i just delete it and close the call..i knew he wanted to be a hero for her...and i think that it might be a good chance..i will let him write whatever he wants..if it will give him a chance back to her..why not give people chance if he thinks that it is very important for him..but i will not curse anyone at all..everyone is different and i don't that even though you don't get him or her because she or he treat you bad..i don't think cursing will help at all..i think it will give you bad luck instead...so i just let it be and put it as memory of something i had learn in the past...as long as there is a balance then it is ok...

Conclusion

1. Never ever hide anything from your loved ones..

2. Be honest!

3. Trust him or her because you might never knew the truth...

4. If you like someone..be brave to tell him or her...but if he or she got partner..please don't disturb..bad luck will come to you..

5. Always hope your loved ones to be happy but not the sad ending..this will give you a pure heart to yourself..

6. Don't ever betray your loved ones because you will get bad luck someday...

7. Love your loved ones with true heart and don't play relationships..you will get nothing in the end..

8. Don't spoil her or him...

9. Introduce your loved ones to your friends so that it shows that he or she is important and you want her or him to know about your friends around...

10. Good luck to anyone who are in single or in relationship..don't ever give up..you might never know the future...

Love

I leave you doesn't mean i don't love you anymore. You don't take love seriously, you just treat it like a game. We always argue and then break up and be back together. You always came back but you never really care about the matter that happen between us. Last time you left because of our misunderstanding. Now, you came back again. I don't think i want it anymore because you never really realize about the problem. Last time i might do stupid things for girlfriend, but now i don't think i would do it anymore because people will grow up, someday they will realize what is really important. I had done many silly mistake before and i also had failed before but doesn't mean i need to give up. Last time, i had learn a lot from my relationship,each relationship i learn something new and i never forget what i did the mistake i had. I still remember what you did and i really appreciate what you had sacrifice before, but i just can say "THANK YOU" .

 Since that day i say those awful things to you, i never find you anymore and never even SMS you or call you because i really can't take it anymore, you just take things for granted. You will never realize your mistake even though the 1st time you say sorry because of your emotion, you always say that and i always let you. Everything you did something wrong, you come plead to me then i let you, but this time i won't let you anymore. You can't be like that, i also don't want to have a girlfriend that is that way of attitude. I don't think i will say sorry to you as well. You last time took my phone and check my SMS, you check my calls. This proves that you doesn't trust me anymore. If there is no trust on me then i also don't want say much about it anymore because that is main thing that must have in a relationship. 

If being together without the trust and communication then it is not anymore meaning in the relationship. I might be a busy guy and always do my stuffs like study and working, but it doesn't i don't care about you. It is just that i don't want to waste my time right now, i had wasted my time last time, i don't wish i can waste another time right now. Last time, you did say before, you could not find any mistake that i had done, i can just tell you that i think you could take this as an excuse, i think like that you could be more happy if i say this. If not, you could just take it as i had feel for another someone, maybe like that you would be more happy if i would say that, but all that doesn't matter anymore because i had decide to leave you and never ever to find you back anymore. I am tired already, i want to take a rest, i am not a good guy. I don't want to blame anyone for doing any  mistake, i will only blame myself for not managing it well. This is my mistake and not yours.

 I  did say all my promise and i did not break it at all because it will happen someday if only you could wait and be by my side but you never did because you never understand me well. Love is not a game , but a relationship shared by two person.

How To Swap All The Application Into Your SD Card Without Rooting The HTC Desire~

Well after reading the forums I found a lot op people complained about not being able to push an app to the SD card. And you don't have to root your phone for it. it will give you access to the 'Move to SD' button regardless if the programmer adapted his program for 2.2 yet.

With ADB you can do so very easy !, and there is no root required.

Perform the following steps :
1. Install HTC Sync (see : http://www.htc.com/ (select your device, download, and install ))
2. Install Android developers kit. (See http://htcevohacks.com/htc-evo-hacks...or-htc-evo-4g/ for a detailed how to.)

Start ADB.

Use : adb shell pm setInstallLocation [option]

Where option is one of:

0 [auto] Let the system decide.
1 [internal only]
2 [external]

And you are ready to go.

Maybe you should have a read of the official documentation from google : http://developer.android.com/guide/a...-location.html
to understand what you are doing. And what you should not do (Like moving apps that run as a service to the SD card....)

I did this on my Phone and went to the settings and moved every app to SD. On this moment, i have got at least 30mb++ free space. It is a nice feature for froyo to have and its damn nice that everything are being install into the sd card except for the OS system such like contacts and bla bla.. but at least free those applications. Try it and you will love it~

Secret Codes For Your Android Phone

I found this article last week, which list a series of secret commands for Android phones. Bear in mind that that codes were obtained from a Samsung Galaxy i7500 so some may not work on the HTC Desire.
Please be careful as it’s not always possible to undo the effects of a code (e.g. factory reset).

*#*#4636#*#*

This code can be used to get some interesting information about your phone and battery. It shows following 4 menus on screen:

• Phone information
• Battery information
• Battery history
• Usage statistics

*#*#7780#*#*

This code can be used for a factory data reset. It’ll remove following things:

• Google account settings stored in your phone
• System and application data and settings
• Downloaded applications

It’ll NOT remove:

• Current system software and bundled applications
• SD card files e.g. photos, music files, etc.

PS: Once you give this code, you get a prompt screen asking you to click on “Reset phone” button. So you get a chance to cancel your operation.

*2767*3855#

Think before you give this code. This code is used for factory format. It’ll remove all files and settings including the internal memory storage. It’ll also reinstall the phone firmware.
PS: Once you give this code, there is no way to cancel the operation unless you remove the battery from the phone. So think twice before giving this code.

*#*#34971539#*#*

This code is used to get information about phone camera. It shows following 4 menus:

• Update camera firmware in image (Don’t try this option)
• Update camera firmware in SD card
• Get camera firmware version
• Get firmware update count

WARNING: Never use the first option otherwise your phone camera will stop working and you’ll need to take your phone to service center to reinstall camera firmware.

*#*#7594#*#*

This one is my favorite one. This code can be used to change the “End Call / Power” button action in your phone. Be default, if you long press the button, it shows a screen asking you to select any option from Silent mode, Airplane mode and Power off.
You can change this action using this code. You can enable direct power off on this button so you don’t need to waste your time in selecting the option.

*#*#273283*255*663282*#*#*

This code opens a File copy screen where you can backup your media files e.g. Images, Sound, Video and Voice memo.

*#*#197328640#*#*

This code can be used to enter into Service mode. You can run various tests and change settings in the service mode.

WLAN, GPS and Bluetooth Test Codes:

*#*#232339#*#* OR *#*#526#*#* OR *#*#528#*#* – WLAN test (Use “Menu” button to start various tests)
*#*#232338#*#* – Shows WiFi MAC address
*#*#1472365#*#* – GPS test
*#*#1575#*#* – Another GPS test
*#*#232331#*#* – Bluetooth test
*#*#232337#*# – Shows Bluetooth device address

*#*#8255#*#*

This code can be used to launch GTalk Service Monitor.

Codes to get Firmware version information:

*#*#4986*2650468#*#* – PDA, Phone, H/W, RFCallDate
*#*#1234#*#* – PDA and Phone
*#*#1111#*#* – FTA SW Version
*#*#2222#*#* – FTA HW Version
*#*#44336#*#* – PDA, Phone, CSC, Build Time, Changelist number

Codes to launch various Factory Tests:

*#*#0283#*#* – Packet Loopback
*#*#0*#*#* – LCD test
*#*#0673#*#* OR *#*#0289#*#* – Melody test
*#*#0842#*#* – Device test (Vibration test and BackLight test)
*#*#2663#*#* – Touch screen version
*#*#2664#*#* – Touch screen test
*#*#0588#*#* – Proximity sensor test
*#*#3264#*#* – RAM version

[Android] Papago X5 for Singapore and Malaysia v1.1

PAPAGO! X5 is Now on your Android 2.x! The superior navigation software from Maction Technologies can now be installed onto your Android phone!
With the PAPAGO! X5 you can transform your device into a professional navigation system. This is full English UI with MFM maps.

Please follow the installation instruction:

1. Download Part1 Part2 Part3 Part4 Part5

2. Unzip the files and you will have a) NaviSEA folder and b)PAPAGO_X5SEA_0806_WWEMarket.apk

3. Download libpapago

4. Unzip libpapago and copy libpapago.so, paste it inside NaviSEA folder.

5. Copy NaviSEA folder, paste it inside your storage card, root directory.

6. Install PAPAGO_X5SEA_0806_WWEMarket.apk via computer or apk installer.

7. Enjoy Papago X5 for Android 2.1, the world 1st release!

The Mind Deep Underwater....

July 5 2010..
Today, i try to cool down myself. This few days really having a hard time. Many problems keep on occur. Then i remember a way of cooling of myself. Then the first thing i ever think is swimming alone. But unfortunately, my condo the pool is under fixing. With no choice i had to call my friends and go over his place. Even though i had gone to the pool, when i am diving into the water, i was thinking of relaxing and thinking of nothing at all. There is one thing i realize is that, no matter how long you goes into the water, you had to get out of the water, because you will get out of breath as well. So what i had think in mind, no matter what problems or what you had in life, there is always an ending. you had to face it, because once you escape, there is someday coming back the problem, swimming is like life, when you dive in, you will feel cool and easy but you had to get up from the cool and easy time. You had to get the breath if not you will get even more worse and suffering. Swimming might help in cooling down the stress but its not fully letting go, because it just help you to cool down your stress, but will never ever help you to let go of that stress unless you solve the problems. One thing i realize is that, no matter how hard the life goes, must go on, never ever give up on your own self because you might only get things worst only. I started to love swimming again, i want to dive into the water and stop there, closing my eyes, everything in my mind to be empty, as long as i am feeling free in the cool blue water. If everything you had just go away like that, what would i do?? i think will just continue on what i could do, appreciate what i had now, but what had lost is lost. It would not come back anymore. Even though it comes back, would you want it back? in mind would want it, but in my life, i think i want settle myself before i can proceed. I don't have that much energy to control the things, i also had my own limitation. There is one quote that i always like to tell myself, "What Doesn't Kill Will Only Make Me Stronger.". I like this quote so much because it really helps me in life, i never intend to give on the things i archive, because i do feel that if the thing doesn't kill me, and i am still there, i will work for it some more till i succeed or die. Many people had different life, some might have good life as they don't have much problems but some would have a lot of problems to face. Some people might be rich but some might be poor. There is so many kinds of life. I would say that when i am younger, i might had a rich but family problem life. Anyway, i end up in poor and family problem life. I do not want to repeat the same mistake that once my family had did. I want to improve myself, i don't want my mum suffer nor my brothers suffer anymore. I want to do better for myself because of them and myself. I want to challenge myself that i knew i could not do but because in this life i had to over challenge those problems. If i had the chance to improve and learning something new, i will go and learn, because i want to get myself better in this life. In this world, you will gain nothing if you don't let go something. Maybe because of this, i had let go something that i knew i would regret, but i do not have a choice anymore, i really don't want cause the same mistake anymore. I always tell myself, if i could not take care of myself that good, how can i take care of someone i love??  Life could be many things, it is how you choose you want to be. Be yourself and that is important, because no one or anyone will like you if you stay that way. Be a grown man!! 

If Time Could Stop...

if time could stop at the time u wanted it 2 b..hw nice it would be..bt 2 bad...time wont stop jz 4 u..time is always clicking..goin on n on..if time the past could change..hw good it would be..at least..u had known the future..thn u will nv let go in the past..continue..n continue..sometimes in life..u would wan the time to froze at tat moment..whn happiness came..n everything is working as u wanted...bt it will not happen at all..fate is always there..if u love some1 veli deeply..will u let go now the things u ever had n jz be wif her/him?? i dunno wat would b the answer..bcoz mabe tat time u had no more feelings anymore..mabe u urself had changed..bt some ppl will not change..bcoz love is a powerful yet hurting thing..every1 would had a "sau wu san" in their heart bcoz whenever thy r sad or anything..he/she will b there 4 her/him....sometimes ppl meant to get stupid jz bcoz he/she love her deeply bt didnt tell her/him..bcoz he/she know tat there is no chance of being 2gather...he/she know tat no love line will b there..yet he/she still continue to giv hope..even though it came to 1314 days tat thy 1st meet in the zorpia..n the 1st time meet on the 30days after the meet in zorpia..the guy/gal even remember the 1st time thy meet face-to-face in the train station..n even the 1st time dating thy have during tat day..an example of a guy/gal remembering..thy had almost known each other for 1314 days..1314 = "yat sang yat sai" ...mabe tat is the quote ba..a veli long journey..knowing each other weakness n strength..even know each other needs..even if the guy remember the days n the times..or even the memories..it is not important at all..coz he knew something..he can oni kept it as memories...a memory will always expand each moment..bt nv will know..oni him/her will know it..mabe she/he will know it..its a secret nv 2 b told..it is aso call..a long movie for thm..mabe..someday..fate would c the love of him/she..it might even given thm chance..bt nt nw..nt tis time..he/she knew something..whenever she/he had any problems..he/she will b there 2 cheer her/him up..even he/she will encourage she/he nt 2 give up..b y he/she still wan do something tat doesnt make him/her happy??why??y he/she wan jit mo himself/herself jz 4 her/him???issit worth it??bt for he/she is worth it..he/she understand tat he/she truly love her/him..even though he/she cry in the moment of loneliness.. he/she wont tell the other 1..bcoz he/she dun wan let her/him knw tat he/she actually had love her/him too deeply alreadi...time n fate reali play ppl whn coming 2 tis kind of situation..a small video..

Something That Should Not Have Happen..

                Some time ago..i had fren..told me about his past time thingy..he had like a gal so much last time, that he even gt 2 knw her le..bt thn..sadly..he didnt gt so cope with the gal..eventually, thy bcame best frenz~ bt the thing is..whenever the gal had any problems..the guy would b the 1st to stand up n help..even though it mean nthg 4 him 2 have..
                 The gal might can say..got lost...bt the guy will try 2 cheer her up..even though it feels like veli boring indeed..n the gal had no reaction for it..bt the guy nv gave up anything..he still proceed..he knw he wont gt the chance..bt he nv care..he jz knw tat..he needed 2 do it oni..n tats it..bt thn the guy eventually had nv let go the feelings so many years..imagine..10 years time..bt the feeling is still there...the gal didnt know about it..bcoz she thinks tat..best fren ar..nthg much..bt actually there is something greater 2 it..4 me..i would think the guy is stupid..wat 4 wan keep the feeling for so long if she doesnt knw about it..or even care about it..the guy jz told me.."Nah..its ok ar..at least she is happy thn can la..my feelings telling or out or not..doesnt make any difference.." after saying out tis..he suddenly had tears..the tears i saw..i knew it..he actually reali care about the thing..bt he jz kept it 2 himself..even though it hurts..it is himself who hurts..bt i can feel another thing..he love her 2 much..she for so long had known about him..didnt knw tat actually the guy actually reali loves her n care about her..i hear a quote before.."Someone who loves you the most will only leave you even though he knows that she cannot be with him or have any chances."

                  I just can say that..sometimes secret meant to be keep secret..coz even though u had let her known..do u nthg good..mabe it will get worst...loving someone means understanding wat she reali nid..bt nt forcing her 2 do tat she doesnt like...if tat thing give her or u will knw tat will giv her happiness..thn its better to let her go thn keeping her 2 urself..coz she wont b happy...loving some1 might be easy..bt 4getting some1 will be the hard way..bcoz no 1 is perfect..so do i..heart knw thn enuf le..dun let her knw..bcoz u will nt always hav the chance..u knw tat is rite 4 her..

                  I gt tis kind of story frm a fren..tat the guy always call her teddy bear~it might be a sad ending for my fren..bt i think mabe he is rite..keeping those secret is the best way..dun interrupt other ppl relationship..bcoz u knw wat is rite..even though the gal is alone le..coz the guy do not wan her 2 b sad anymore..he jz wan her happy thn tat is enuf le..FATE..mabe in the next life ba..will oni fulfill the guy wish..mabe..or mabe nt.tears always rolling down frm the eyes doesnt matter anymore..jz try let go n move on..