I leave you doesn't mean i don't love you anymore. You don't take love seriously, you just treat it like a game. We always argue and then break up and be back together. You always came back but you never really care about the matter that happen between us. Last time you left because of our misunderstanding. Now, you came back again. I don't think i want it anymore because you never really realize about the problem. Last time i might do stupid things for girlfriend, but now i don't think i would do it anymore because people will grow up, someday they will realize what is really important. I had done many silly mistake before and i also had failed before but doesn't mean i need to give up. Last time, i had learn a lot from my relationship,each relationship i learn something new and i never forget what i did the mistake i had. I still remember what you did and i really appreciate what you had sacrifice before, but i just can say "THANK YOU" .
Since that day i say those awful things to you, i never find you anymore and never even SMS you or call you because i really can't take it anymore, you just take things for granted. You will never realize your mistake even though the 1st time you say sorry because of your emotion, you always say that and i always let you. Everything you did something wrong, you come plead to me then i let you, but this time i won't let you anymore. You can't be like that, i also don't want to have a girlfriend that is that way of attitude. I don't think i will say sorry to you as well. You last time took my phone and check my SMS, you check my calls. This proves that you doesn't trust me anymore. If there is no trust on me then i also don't want say much about it anymore because that is main thing that must have in a relationship.
If being together without the trust and communication then it is not anymore meaning in the relationship. I might be a busy guy and always do my stuffs like study and working, but it doesn't i don't care about you. It is just that i don't want to waste my time right now, i had wasted my time last time, i don't wish i can waste another time right now. Last time, you did say before, you could not find any mistake that i had done, i can just tell you that i think you could take this as an excuse, i think like that you could be more happy if i say this. If not, you could just take it as i had feel for another someone, maybe like that you would be more happy if i would say that, but all that doesn't matter anymore because i had decide to leave you and never ever to find you back anymore. I am tired already, i want to take a rest, i am not a good guy. I don't want to blame anyone for doing any mistake, i will only blame myself for not managing it well. This is my mistake and not yours.
I did say all my promise and i did not break it at all because it will happen someday if only you could wait and be by my side but you never did because you never understand me well. Love is not a game , but a relationship shared by two person.
