If Time Could Stop...

if time could stop at the time u wanted it 2 b..hw nice it would be..bt 2 bad...time wont stop jz 4 u..time is always clicking..goin on n on..if time the past could change..hw good it would be..at least..u had known the future..thn u will nv let go in the past..continue..n continue..sometimes in life..u would wan the time to froze at tat moment..whn happiness came..n everything is working as u wanted...bt it will not happen at all..fate is always there..if u love some1 veli deeply..will u let go now the things u ever had n jz be wif her/him?? i dunno wat would b the answer..bcoz mabe tat time u had no more feelings anymore..mabe u urself had changed..bt some ppl will not change..bcoz love is a powerful yet hurting thing..every1 would had a "sau wu san" in their heart bcoz whenever thy r sad or anything..he/she will b there 4 her/him....sometimes ppl meant to get stupid jz bcoz he/she love her deeply bt didnt tell her/him..bcoz he/she know tat there is no chance of being 2gather...he/she know tat no love line will b there..yet he/she still continue to giv hope..even though it came to 1314 days tat thy 1st meet in the zorpia..n the 1st time meet on the 30days after the meet in zorpia..the guy/gal even remember the 1st time thy meet face-to-face in the train station..n even the 1st time dating thy have during tat day..an example of a guy/gal remembering..thy had almost known each other for 1314 days..1314 = "yat sang yat sai" ...mabe tat is the quote ba..a veli long journey..knowing each other weakness n strength..even know each other needs..even if the guy remember the days n the times..or even the memories..it is not important at all..coz he knew something..he can oni kept it as memories...a memory will always expand each moment..bt nv will know..oni him/her will know it..mabe she/he will know it..its a secret nv 2 b told..it is aso call..a long movie for thm..mabe..someday..fate would c the love of him/she..it might even given thm chance..bt nt nw..nt tis time..he/she knew something..whenever she/he had any problems..he/she will b there 2 cheer her/him up..even he/she will encourage she/he nt 2 give up..b y he/she still wan do something tat doesnt make him/her happy??why??y he/she wan jit mo himself/herself jz 4 her/him???issit worth it??bt for he/she is worth it..he/she understand tat he/she truly love her/him..even though he/she cry in the moment of loneliness.. he/she wont tell the other 1..bcoz he/she dun wan let her/him knw tat he/she actually had love her/him too deeply alreadi...time n fate reali play ppl whn coming 2 tis kind of situation..a small video..

Something That Should Not Have Happen..

                Some time ago..i had fren..told me about his past time thingy..he had like a gal so much last time, that he even gt 2 knw her le..bt thn..sadly..he didnt gt so cope with the gal..eventually, thy bcame best frenz~ bt the thing is..whenever the gal had any problems..the guy would b the 1st to stand up n help..even though it mean nthg 4 him 2 have..
                 The gal might can say..got lost...bt the guy will try 2 cheer her up..even though it feels like veli boring indeed..n the gal had no reaction for it..bt the guy nv gave up anything..he still proceed..he knw he wont gt the chance..bt he nv care..he jz knw tat..he needed 2 do it oni..n tats it..bt thn the guy eventually had nv let go the feelings so many years..imagine..10 years time..bt the feeling is still there...the gal didnt know about it..bcoz she thinks tat..best fren ar..nthg much..bt actually there is something greater 2 it..4 me..i would think the guy is stupid..wat 4 wan keep the feeling for so long if she doesnt knw about it..or even care about it..the guy jz told me.."Nah..its ok ar..at least she is happy thn can la..my feelings telling or out or not..doesnt make any difference.." after saying out tis..he suddenly had tears..the tears i saw..i knew it..he actually reali care about the thing..bt he jz kept it 2 himself..even though it hurts..it is himself who hurts..bt i can feel another thing..he love her 2 much..she for so long had known about him..didnt knw tat actually the guy actually reali loves her n care about her..i hear a quote before.."Someone who loves you the most will only leave you even though he knows that she cannot be with him or have any chances."

                  I just can say that..sometimes secret meant to be keep secret..coz even though u had let her known..do u nthg good..mabe it will get worst...loving someone means understanding wat she reali nid..bt nt forcing her 2 do tat she doesnt like...if tat thing give her or u will knw tat will giv her happiness..thn its better to let her go thn keeping her 2 urself..coz she wont b happy...loving some1 might be easy..bt 4getting some1 will be the hard way..bcoz no 1 is perfect..so do i..heart knw thn enuf le..dun let her knw..bcoz u will nt always hav the chance..u knw tat is rite 4 her..

                  I gt tis kind of story frm a fren..tat the guy always call her teddy bear~it might be a sad ending for my fren..bt i think mabe he is rite..keeping those secret is the best way..dun interrupt other ppl relationship..bcoz u knw wat is rite..even though the gal is alone le..coz the guy do not wan her 2 b sad anymore..he jz wan her happy thn tat is enuf le..FATE..mabe in the next life ba..will oni fulfill the guy wish..mabe..or mabe nt.tears always rolling down frm the eyes doesnt matter anymore..jz try let go n move on..