Chapter 6 – Remembering The Past
(Brrrinngggg……) That was the last thing that Alex had heard and Tiffany was calling Alex, “Alex!!Alex!!Please wake up!!! “, as Tiffany was talking to herself, “What happen???? Why Alex fainted??” , then came in a hurry by Shawn that was outside that suddenly heard Tiffany shouting for help and do not know what else to do. Then Shawn came in and asks Tiffany, “What happen to Alex??? Why did he faint??”, then suddenly Alex moved and put his hands into Tiffany shoulder and said, “Oh my, what happen just now?? Why am I lying on the floor?? I just had a dream about everything is back to the usual where I was alone in hospital….” Tiffany then hugged Alex and said, “We were eating and then we chatted a while but then you said you wanted to go to the toilet and then while you are walking towards the door, you fell down and fainted…”, then Shawn interrupted and said, “Let’s bring Alex go to the hospital and have a checkup…”, then Alex and Tiffany agreed and went to the hospital for a checkup.
(Ting!) It was the lift sound that arrived, then three of them went in the lift, then Tiffany asked Alex , “Dear, you said you had a dream just now, what happened in the dream??”, then Alex answered, “Umm…I was went back to the hospital and then you are not there anymore..It seems that we had never contacted for so long and I was all along alone in the time…why??”, then Tiffany said, “Oyo...I was just asking only...but”, before Tiffany could finish what she said then (Ting..!) they had arrived at the parking lot, then Shawn said, “Let’s go to the hospital right away..You guys later only discuss about the dream...”, then three of them went into Shawn’s car and they started going to the hospital where Alex had been. After 40 minutes later, they arrived at the hospital, the hospital was packed with people but not long soon, it was Alex’s turn then Alex and Tiffany went in while Shawn was on the phone and then wave to them and ask them to go in first. When Alex went into the room, the doctor checked Alex and soon found something, then the doctor smiled to Alex and Tiffany and said, “Oyo...don’t worry guys, it is only a small problem, Alex fainted because he worked too much due to he had just recover from the accident, he just need to time to rest and some vitamins to be filled then everything will be alright in no time…” , Alex and Tiffany was relieved and thought it was something else that could happen, then Tiffany said to Alex, “Dear! I told you not to work so much already and see what happen next...You should take some days off and have plenty of rest first…and”, and before Tiffany could finish, Alex said, “But darling…I got need to complete the work first because it is out of time already and I need to complete it before next week…Just let me complete then I will listen to you whatever you said..Ok??” with an innocent and cute smile, and then Tiffany said, “Ok! Alright! But if you feel tired, please take rest ok?? Don’t overwork yourself if not you fainted and I am there to take care you already…”, and Alex said, “YES MADAM!!! Hahax...I will!!”, then the doctor said, “Ok couple~ Alex, remember to take care of yourself and drink plenty of water and get more rest if not the next time you come, I think I will let you stay in the hospital instead…”, then Tiffany said, “You see~ The doctor also asked you to take care if not later I had to come to hospital everyday to visit you already…”, then Alex giggled and said, “It’s not a problem for me at all and as long as you are by my side then everything is ok already..Since I never got the chance for you to take care of me already...hahax...”, then Tiffany said, “Stupid you~ I don’t want to take care you~ “, and soon they went out of the room and then waited for the medicine to be picked up. Soon came in Shawn, and asked what had happened to Alex and then Tiffany explained and everything was alright. After that, Shawn fetched them back home to Alex home.
While on the way back home, Alex was thinking about the dream he had and why the dream became twisted in his life and everything turns different, why was Abby appearing in the dream but never talked and why in the reality world, he had never talked to Abby much. Everything was hidden and no one knew except Alex and Abbie would know but for the time, the truth might only come from Abbie. Alex soon reached room, then Tiffany and Alex got out the car and waved to Shawn to thank him and Tiffany opened the door as the key was with Tiffany and both of them went in. Alex said to Tiffany, “Darling..why not you go up and take a bath while I prepared hot milk for you..”, then Tiffany replied, “Ok Dear…”, Tiffany went up and goes to the bathroom to take a bath while Alex was downstairs in the kitchen starting preparing the milk then Alex cell phone got a message, then Alex went over and look at it and saw that it was Abbie who messaged him and it wrote, “Dear Dear~”, by then , Alex was confused why Abbie would called him that and though it was a mistaken message then Alex replied, “Did you send to the wrong person??”, then after a while, Abbie replied, “No..You are Alex right??”, then Alex replied, “Ya...But I thought...ummmm...Nothing...”, then Abbie replied, “I miss you...I choose not to breakup with you...where are you??”, then Alex saw the replied and was confused but he didn’t know what else to do because he didn’t that he had not yet broken up with Abbie and on second thought, Alex felt that Abbie was lying and didn’t believe because when he was in the hospital on the particular accident, she never came or try to visit him at all, but all of a sudden, Abbie texted Alex again, “You said you will love me forever and never leave me but you broke your promise!”, then Alex started thinking and thinks back what exactly had happened and why did he and Abbie broke up. Soon, Tiffany went down stairs and came in the kitchen and saw Alex still holding the glass but the glass was empty then Tiffany asked Alex, “Dear...Where is my glass of milk??Umm…don’t tell me you wander off somewhere else and forgotten about the milk??”, then Alex quickly filled the milk powder and started preparing the milk and said, “Oh! Sorry Darling~ I just now was thinking about something else…”, then Tiffany asked, “What are you thinking??”, then Alex said, “Wait I finished this mixing this milk then I will tell you..You just waited me outside there the living room and later I talk with you”, then Tiffany replied, “Ooo...Ok…”, then not long Alex finished preparing the milk and went out to the living room and saw Tiffany lying on the sofa. Alex brings over the milk and gave it to Tiffany and started telling about what had happened just now in the kitchen. Then Tiffany listened and then said, “You had forgotten what had happened last time and it wasn’t your fault...You didn’t know it at all...I think you need to talk with Abbie that you had forgotten and tell her the truth...”, then Alex replied, “Ya...I should tell her...but I think not now yet because I want to remember why I did it and what really had happened...Sorry Darling...that I had mention about another girl..”, then Tiffany replied, “It’s ok Dear..I knew how you felt but at least you tell me the truth and never lied to me...And you do care about how I felt about liars...And that is why I had loved you in the first place…”
Soon, after that, Alex said to Tiffany, “Darling...let’s go sleep before it is too late because tomorrow you still need to wake up early and some more your eyes seems to be closing each second already…Oh ya Darling~ Wait a while, I got some coins that might fit into your eye lids..hehex..”, Alex laughing at Tiffany and she said, “Yor! You are so bad...Don’t want to talk to you already…hmmmppp…!”, then Alex replied while giggled, “I was just kidding only…Darling...Don’t angry already...Faster go up and sleep already…”, then Tiffany giggled and said, “Ok~ I go brush my teeth and then I will go sleep already..”, then Alex said with a big mouth open and both hands covering his mouth, “Yer…no wonder I just now smell something smelly la…it was you all the long..>..<” , then Tiffany with a grumpy face replied, “What la…aiyo…I where got smelly mouth wor..” , Alex replied , “Got leh..if not how to scare off the other guys from you rather than snatching you from me ar…hahax…”, then Tiffany replied, “Eh~! You so bad lor..Surely it was you who put something in my drinks that made my mouth smell smelly lo…..”, then Alex replied back, “Ya la..its me who do it lo..But you better get up and go to bed before I had to carry you upstairs...”, then Tiffany said, “Then I just stay here and wait you carry me upstairs la...~. ~ “, then Alex carried Tiffany upstairs and Tiffany giggled all the way long the staircase and Alex said, “Eh..Darling...you gained a lot leh...Please keep fit~ hahax... if not then later my hand patah(broke) la…” , then Tiffany replied, “I where got fat~ I just ok ok leh…You don’t train your muscles only leh…”, not long Alex carried Tiffany in his arms and place her on her bed and then takes the mattress to put on her and said, “Good night Darling~ Sweet Dreams~” , while kissing Tiffany on her lips and then Tiffany said, “Good night Dear~ Sweet Dreams Too~” , then Alex closed the lights and open a bit on the door because he knows that Tiffany is afraid of the dark and a little light would let her sleep more better. Then went back to his room and went to the toilet to brush his teeth and then wanted to start to go to sleep but then something came into his mind. It was about Abbie as he did not how to handle the problem and as well he really couldn’t remember anything about him being with Abbie, but then Alex suddenly saw a box that it looks like a cash box, then he tries to open it but with no luck he couldn’t but then in his mind a number came out, and it was 21 then he tries to open put the number into 21 and with his luck with a no key then he tries. (Click...) It was opened and then Alex saw some pictures of his previous years and then saw a picture that he kissed with and behind the picture something was wrote there, and it was “Alex Love Abbie” and then Alex flip back the picture and saw a girl that he guess that girl should be Abbie. Alex later went to the cupboard and tries to find what he could and then he saw a box that wrote, “Abbie” and he quickly opened it. He saw many stuffs that it should be belong to Abbie but then he saw a note inside written, “The past has gone…Love had never stay long but it was a memorable moment…”, he found a lot of things that belonged to girl and it was Abbie, but then Alex started to remember some things that had happened but everything was back into the times that how the items appeared in the box. He felt his head so pain that he tries to walk over to the table and then suddenly knocked on something on the shelf. A book felt off the shelf and it looks like a diary, then without hesitated; Alex brings the book over the table and started flipping through the pages and starting to know more about him. It was clearly that Alex had written that diary before the accident had happened. Alex knew what he was and how why did he break with Tiffany in the beginning and slowly how he met Abbie.
The story begins with Abbie and it was clearly that Abbie was an important in Alex heart once that he had given. Alex read the diary through pages and found out that he knew Abbie in the working place that he once had done a part time job in the company, Alex knew Abbie when one day, Abbie started her part time job in the company and Alex had first expression and had looked at her but quietly with a glance. One day, Alex tries to talk with Abbie and it was in the lift and then he asked Abbie question but because communicating with Abbie needed to use another language, then Alex by that time was not that good on communicating said something silly, and Alex asked Abbie whether tomorrow wanted to have lunch together but then because Alex pronouncing wasn’t that good, he said something differently and Abbie laughed at Alex and Alex was shy and didn’t dare to say anything at all but Alex did mention that he tries to get Abbie phone number but Abbie didn’t wanted to give. Then soon the next day, Alex didn’t talk at all because he wasn’t feeling so well and Abbie saw it, she thought it was because of yesterday the matter that made Alex felt unhappy and then Abbie quickly go over Alex place and had wrote her number in a piece of paper and gave Alex. Alex was astonished what had happened then suddenly Abbie gave her number. Alex had in mind that, “Eh..I thought she didn’t want to give me but why did she??” , not long, Alex and Abbie got closer and closer, Alex asked Abbie why did she gave her number to Alex and then Abbie said, “Because I saw you didn’t talk and I think you are sad because I never gave you my number ar..”, then Alex giggled and said, “No la~ I wasn’t feeling so well…”, then after , Alex and Abbie started sharing their meals together, but one day, Alex asked Abbie, “Do you have a boy friend?? “, then Abbie replied, “Ummm…No ar..”, then Alex had mind that how would a nice girl wouldn’t have a boy friend at all, but then not long, Alex knew that Abbie had a boy friend and soon Abbie admitted it and had said that she had been with her boy friend for 3 years. Abbie even told Alex that she and her boy friend had arguments and Alex didn’t want to spoil someone relationships and soon he tries to convince Abbie that should not think so much. Alex was used to be a nice guy and had always liked to help friends even though he had a feeling for someone but he would not said it to them because he didn’t wanted to lose a friend and he thinks that helping people happy is something good and he likes to be the “Good Guy” rather than the “Bad Guy” , but things changed very fast because one day, Abbie told Alex that she liked him and then Alex suggested a stupid idea and that was , being backup relationships, but in Alex mind, he knew that maybe a backup would cheer her up in times that she needed someone most but he was wrong, everything turns into a disaster and soon he becomes the “Bad Guy” and everything turns not the same as Alex is used to be. He became the guy that he never knew he would do even though he had rules for himself that he should not do this or that. Everything turns out not right that he chooses to snatch Abbie from her boyfriend. Alex and Abbie promised that when the full moons comes in the end of the year end , Alex and Abbie would be together and the fate had came upon them and on that particular night, there was a full moon appearing on the clear dark sky of many stars upon the sky and showing a full moon. Abbie told Alex that he would leave her boyfriend and stay with Alex but time was fate, because Alex and Abbie had many arguments but then someday, Alex founded that Abbie had get back with her boyfriend secretly and chatting with him all the long. Alex got angry and he knew that he hated this because he had previous experience that his ex had left him and found another guys just because Alex never say a word of it. Alex and Abbie argue and Abbie promises that not to find her ex but things just got complicated and things were not the same anymore. Alex had lost trust on Abbie because of the matters, soon, Alex and Abbie got separated but soon not long, Abbie finds Alex again and tell him that she was sorry about the matters and promises the same thing to Alex, but Alex had lost fate on Abbie because he thinks that if she could do this to me, then she will only continues because I forgives her. Alex kept control himself for not letting himself being together back with Abbie even though Abbie had given surprises on Alex birthday but Alex controls himself, Alex had changed and he started to become the “Cold Guy” that he would not be. He chooses the decision of letting go the chance he once that he wanted for so long but things really changed so fast. Alex soon found out that after the breakup, Abbie had gotten back together with her ex and it made Alex felt angrier but then Alex tries to cover up and said that it was a good idea that she was back with her ex as the only who can gives her happiness was her ex because Alex had a mind that, seeing people happy in relationships is better owning your own because you might not do better than others and why not let other had the happiness. When the right time comes, you will have your happiness and Alex always said this to himself to make himself felt more comfortable. Alex never knew what happen next because after that, his diary had stopped but he saw the each of the pages relating with Abbie was soft because the pages were wet before and it seems like tears on it.
Alex started to knew the truth of what had happened between himself and Abbie but then Alex could not get Abbie because he was with Tiffany and he knew that this moment, Tiffany need Alex most and Alex feelings had never change since the breakup with Tiffany but then he worries about Abbie because Abbie had sent a message to him and asking being back together. Alex do not know how explain the things to Abbie but he knew that someday Abbie would know. Alex knew that he had both feelings on both girls but everything was different. Then soon, Alex tries to flip back the pages before he knew Abbie, and found that he actually had many incidents happened but that was a matter of fact that was not yet been told. Alex had no decision on what to do but he knew that he needs to sleep because he cares about Tiffany and he worries about Tiffany at the moment. Alex went over to his bed and lay on it and starts to think what to do but he could not think anything at all and soon a while later, Alex closes his eyes just to take a nap and then he dozes off. He started to have dreams again and this time comes to…….
Chapter 6 – Remembering The Past
wRiTtEn bY aLeXLohWeNhAnN at 10:15 PM 0 comments
Chapter 5 – Awaken and the Nightmare
Chapter 5 – Awaken and the Nightmare
During the last thing that happened to Alex, the truth had come to an end. Everything was actually a dream only, because Alex had been sleeping all the time in the hospital and he had never woke up since the time he had the accident. Then one day he finally woken up but it was the time when he was with Tiffany finally being together in the dream world that he would wanted it to be. Everything was so clear that he finally realized that he would have headache all the time and each time he went to sleep and the time seems to go so fast because everything was only a dream. Tiffany hopes and everything was just a dream that he had. He had never saw or contact Tiffany since the day Alex and Tiffany had been parted from those years. Each time he had the headaches is because he was being injected an needle for cure in the real world and each time the injections will give him a pain in the mind that needs to be wake up but Alex had never past the wakes but finally he awaken when he finally thought that he would be forever with Tiffany but fate never comes to him.
Everything was the same when he first saw in his dream as he had passed the future and going back time to repeat the same incident. Once again, the nurse saw Alex and quickly calls up the doctor for help. This time, Alex had slept 5 months since the accident had happened but no came to see Alex. No one had ever known what had happened to him or care about him. It was something that Alex had done wrong in the past that got him no friends for accompany. Things really came so fast and soon Alex slowly remembers about the past and how he treated his friends. He was an orphan; he grew up in the church. He had fewer friends as he always stays alone and never joins the party even though he was being invited. He has a job that does freelance, Alex indeed had money but then it was how he work out for but he always donates to the charity but why would it happen to a guy that was nice but do not have friends visited him. Answers are growing faster and faster and it was because not that no friends would wanted to visit him is because no one knew what exactly had happened to him and he stays alone in the lonely big house that has everything that he ever needed. He was a guy that does not have faith on himself and slowly after that, he saw his cell phone, that he was in the dream he had and the incident was the same that had ever happened to him. He then saw 3 favorite numbers on his list but it was the same 3 numbers that he foresees in his dream but he saw Tiffany number had not been called for some months before his accident had happened. Alex followed back his dream steps and try to called Tiffany but the phone rang but no one pick up, then he called again but indeed no one pick up the call. Then he try to call another number that was SA, but it came out the same result that no one picked up the call, and soon he tried the last call on the last number but it came out the same result. Everything was so different from his dream. Alex knew that he is the reality world and nothing would ever change in that matter.
Everything seems so perfect in the dream but after all it was only a dream, the story slowly begins the sadness and the happiness slowly to fade away one by one. Alex soon was discharged from the hospital and he soon not long he came to his house as he remember where he stay and every possible daily routines he had but there is still one memory that he still couldn’t really remember at all. Alex had really forgotten some of the memories he used to have but it might be a good news or bad news for him but everything was turning into fate that he should had forgets it or did he?? The mind that Alex had been thinking all this time might be coming into an end because everything he thinks and has right now has no more meaning already. He had led a life of miserable but he never gave up himself but times really hurt because in the reality he had sickness that could not be cured. He had only a year time for living and he never expected much from it, the life’s of Alex had slowly coming into the end as everything has turned up in his life.
Soon not long while Alex was laying on the bed, his phone rang, (brrrinnngggbriiingnnnnggg..) Alex cell phone rang loudly that Alex got shocked when he was thinking what to do with only a year time life. It was Abbie that had called, and Alex looked at it a while and then picked up. Everything came in Alex mind and soon not long Alex had say “hello” on the phone, he fainted without any answers back to Abbie. Everything went black and Alex was back into the dream. Darkness awaits Alex in the dark………the chapter came short….because Alex should not have the happy ending in his mind….he never gave hope on what he would wanted but only wishes and lucks back to them….soon…Alex would come to the end…the next chapter would be depends on the comments that what would next chapter should be turn out to be…or might this be ending of the chapters in the next chapter…Would it be that Alex was only in the dream of the nightmare or was he still in the office having the dinner with Tiffany or might he be back in the reality world of loneness??? Give your comments and how would the story should be turn out to be….
wRiTtEn bY aLeXLohWeNhAnN at 2:07 AM 0 comments
Chapter 4: 7 Years
Chapter 4: 7 Year
Back in the previous chapter, Alex went to back to his room and tries to sleep as he had important things to do in the next morning. In his dream, something came into his dream and it was Tiffany, he dreamt of being together with Tiffany and the old times that they had together for seven years ago. The dream was different that he had in the previous fall down, because in this dream, he dreamt that he was together with Tiffany in the coming time. He saw something different and it was similar with a video MV that he used to watch and listen. The song was 7 Years. It resembled him how he reacts and it would come to him and this time the dream didn’t ended fast but it gives Alex a mind to try going on with her but it was only a dream but the dream was so real that Alex had forgotten about the rules that he had made.
(Brrrrrriiiiiiinnnnngggggggg!!!!!) The alarm clock rang and it’s time for him to wake up, Alex was awaken from his dream when the special moment in he was waiting in the dream came but everything suddenly went black and only the rings of the alarm clock are to be heard. Alex quickly got up while his head ached and he picked up his alarm clock and looked at it and he remembered that he needed to call Tiffany to wake up as it is time for her to go to work before she is late for work. While he walks out from his room, he suddenly saw Tiffany standing on the door, she was waiting for Alex and Alex said, “Hey, morning~ but why are you standing there? Aren’t you sleeping??” Then Tiffany replied, “I didn’t sleep much last night and I was in your room the whole night looking at you and I had been thinking about it all night, I had made a decision, I wanted to be with you, I know that we had wasted a lot of time in the past, and I didn’t want it to be like that anymore, I do still have the feeling with you and I feel very touched that you had remembered everything about us and you are still the same Mr. Nice Guy that I had ever known. Can we still be together? “, while Tiffany saying this, she cried and Alex came to her and wipe of her tears and said, “Don’t cry anymore…”, but Tiffany continued said, “ Can we be together?? “, and Tiffany looking at Alex with tears, but then Alex said, “Do you remembered we played before “Press Button Game”? “ , Tiffany smiled a while but still crying and then said, “I remember!! “, and then Alex said, “Ok, when I press on your left shoulder then you will be a stone but when I press on your right shoulder then you will become invisible”, then Alex put his hand on Tiffany left shoulder and said, “Ok, now you had become a stone and stone doesn’t cry…”, then Tiffany can’t stop crying and then Alex put his hand on Tiffany right shoulder and said, “Ok~ now you had become invisible and because you had become invisible, I only have the braveness to tell you that, “I had told myself before, the next time you are alone again, I will be there for you and this time I will take the chance of being together with you and I still love you so much as before and I will never let you go anymore because we had wasted a lot of time in the past”, then Tiffany hugged Alex and said, “I am so sorry about what we had been last time, and I can’t forget about what we had been and I never been believe in relationship at all and I only believe in myself only…” , while Tiffany was saying all this, she kept on crying and continue to say, “I don’t know how to explain but all I know that, I would think of you every time and when I do anything…can we be together??, Tiffany couldn’t stop crying and then Alex said, “Ok…let’s be together again…”, Alex hold on Tiffany hands and then suddenly Tiffany gave Alex a kiss on the lips.
But then, time passed and then Alex told Tiffany, “Hey~ quickly take a bath and change, you still need to go to work as well…I also need to go to work as well already…” , and then Tiffany replied, “okok..(Giggled)... I better go now before I will be late..hehex..”, then both of them went to prepare their stuff and get ready for work, but then Alex quickly went downstairs and prepared breakfast for Tiffany and soon not long Tiffany was ready and came downstairs and smelled a very delicious smell coming out from the kitchen and then Tiffany went in to the kitchen and saw Alex cooking, then Tiffany quietly went behind Alex and hugged Alex and said, “Wah~ it looks so delicious~ I am so hungry right now already, when will it be ok??” , then Alex and with a surprised being hugged by Tiffany said, “Oh my gosh~, didn’t know you came down already, oo..it will be ok soon, you just waited outside and everything will be ready soon,” then Tiffany replied, “OK~ I will get the plates and glasses ready for us…hehex..i will get the milk from the fridge…” then soon not long everything went as order and Alex and Tiffany helped each other and then everything went as order, then Alex set the breakfast into the plates and then Tiffany filled the glasses with milk. Both of them laughed at each other and together said to each “Good morning~” and this made them laugh again as it was funny for them because it was the first time they had breakfast together and in the room of just the two of them. Tiffany looked at the breakfast and showed a frown face to Alex and then Alex asked Tiffany, “What happen?? You don’t like the food??”, then Tiffany replied, “No..It is just that…it looks so delicious and it was the first breakfast you ever had cooked for me and I wanted to take a picture for it and kept in memory…”, then Alex giggled and said to Tiffany, “Silly girl…Food are meant to eat and not to look..I thought you didn’t like the food…faster finish your food before it is really too late for work…”, then Tiffany and Alex each other fed each other like a couple life and soon after they finishes their food, Alex get the dishes and then Tiffany also helped Alex to take the dishes into the kitchen and Alex said, “ Hey..You better get going now because your work place is quite far away from here...I will clear these things and I also need to go work as well..”, then Tiffany said,” Okok~ you take care…I will be going now..”, then Tiffany gave a kiss to Alex and went out, then after Alex finishes the dishes, he quickly packed his things and went to work as usual.
Alex was ready to go to work but suddenly his phone rang and it was Abbie calling in and Alex picked it up and said, “Hello…” and Abbie replied, “Hello…umm…”, then Abbie closed the call and never called again. Alex was confused what Abbie wanted to tell him but Alex never minded about her and because he needs to go to work. Then while Alex was on the way to work, he was thinking of something and the reminder always goes to his mind, whether the decision he made was right or wrong for being together with Tiffany but then Alex tries not to think about it because if he knows if he thinks too much then the matter will become worst. Alex had remembered everything about everything and not all of it, but some parts of it that related to his work and friends and Tiffany. Alex soon arrived at his workplace and started work as usual and many of his colleagues went to him and asked about his accident and about what had happen. It was unusual for someone for to be in the hospital and no one ever knew about but then Alex why they didn’t appear because they did went over there but then Alex was still in sleeping in the hospital and that was the reason why Alex never knew anyone came. Then came in Shawn, that was the partner with Alex to propose the project that was being assigned, and then Shawn said, “Alex!!! You finally are back, so how about the project, has it been done yet?? We need it quick and we need to show it to the boss already…” and Alex replied, “Give me some time and later we will discuss about it….”, and soon it took hours for Alex and Shawn to discuss about the project and then suddenly Alex phone rang, and it was Tiffany and then Alex quickly picked it up and Tiffany said, “Dear…still at work??”, and then Alex replied, “Yes…Darling..I still have some work to do..Where are you now??”, then Tiffany replied, “I just finished work…umm…why not I come over and wait for you?”, then Alex replied, “umm…it’s ok Darling..You do need to come over because I still have some more things I need to do else in office…”, then Tiffany said, “ooo…okok...” with a low voice and then Alex said, “Darling..Don’t be sad...I will be fast as soon as possible to call you back later…”, then Tiffany said, “ooo..Okok…bye dear...”, then Alex replied, “okok…Darling~bye~”, then both of them close the phone and then Alex quickly continue on his work and time passes on. Tiffany had a plan and went to the hawker’s store that she and Alex used to eat in the past and then went to get some foods for each other.
Soon, not long, Tiffany came to Alex workplace with the foods, and she went up to the building where Alex is working. Then she saw Alex colleague Shawn and asked where is Alex and he pointed to the direction where Alex was, Shawn nicely show the way because he saw Tiffany carrying the food and then he went out to the toilet then Tiffany walked behind Alex a distance away and called Alex on his cell phone, and then Alex phone rang and then Alex saw the time and was surprised and answer the call and said, “Ooopppsss….sorry darling..I didn’t saw the time..I am sorry that I didn’t call you back because I was busy doing my work…”, but then Tiffany stopped Alex talking and said, “Soh gua…I know you are working hard but it’s time for you to eat as well..Working also need to remember to eat as well…”, then Alex replied, “Okok..I know but ummm…have you eaten yet??”, then Tiffany said, “Nope...I was waiting for you…and waiting for you really takes so long time…you can let me stand over there for so long ooo…quickly come over and help with the heavy stuffs …”, then Alex was surprised and looked behind and saw Tiffany holding the the foods in the bags on her hands and quickly walk over with a giggle on his face. Then Alex said to Tiffany, “Soh poh..Why you didn’t tell me earlier...i thought you went out to eat with your friends…Come...Let’s go over there and eat…let me carry those…”, then Tiffany giggled and said, “Ok~hehex...”, then the both of them went over the corner and takes out the food and started to eat but then Alex suddenly asked Tiffany, “Thank you so much for coming over and getting me the food…hehex..It’s very touching...hahax...”, then Tiffany laughed and said to Alex, “You are my Dear wor~ hahax...we should had been together since the first time…hehex...”, but then in the mind of Alex, he was thinking that, how about how about the Tiffany the another guy, but he didn’t wanted to think about it or ask about Tiffany about it, and then Tiffany knew what Alex was thinking and then said to him, “Don’t worry Dear…I had chosen my decision already..This time everything will be alright and I will be living in your place so you need to take care of me ooo..hahax..”, then Alex laughed and said, “Ok~ I will! I will!!hahax…”, and Tiffany said, “ Quit talking and faster eat already la Dear~ I am so hungry waiting for you already…hahax..>..< “, then Alex giggled and said, “Sorry Darling...let’s eat before it gets cold...hahax...”, then they together eat their dinner and then….waiting for the next chapter to continue…
wRiTtEn bY aLeXLohWeNhAnN at 9:43 PM 0 comments
Chapter 3 : The Unforgettable Memory
Chapter 3: The Unforgettable Memory
When I went to door, I opened the door. I saw Tiffany was still in her working attires, then I saw Tiffany was not happy but not just looking at her gives me the feeling but it’s another feeling that gives me feel that she was not happy at all and something was not right. I knew she was not happy but I couldn’t tell what exactly it was that was making my mind keep thinking of it. I opened the door and Tiffany said, “What took you so long to open the door?? Come and help me get my things in…quickly…it’s heavy!”, then I was like, “oh,okok..Sorry~”, then Tiffany giggled and I quickly take her things back in the house. I was confused why did her luggage was behind brought here and I did not try to ask Tiffany what was inside but then a few minutes later, Tiffany spoke, “Wei~ Why didn’t you ask why was the luggage here and asked about me??”, then I replied, “I do not know why I didn’t asked but I think it’s better that you tell because I feel that there is something wrong with you but I just couldn’t tell what exactly it was.” , then Tiffany was in surprise and said, “Hey~ do you know that you was like that last time and you could feel that I was not feeling alright and you wouldn’t talk anything but just waited for the right time for me to say it.” , then I just replied ,” Was I? I think maybe I was like that but I knew you had something but just couldn’t tell what it was. Anyway, what happened?? You and him argued??”, when I say you and him argued, I was confused why I would know and then asked that question. Then Tiffany was surprised and asked, “You remembered something?? You remembered about me?? Yes, I had an argued with him but he just couldn’t trust me! I told him that you and me are only friends but he never trust me…..”, but before Tiffany could finish, I replied, “Hey...I am sorry about that but you do not need come to visit each day, I can take care of myself and I do not want to disturb u, you shouldn’t came because it will spoil your relationship with him…”, then suddenly I felt unconscious and fell to the ground.
I started to dream, I started to go back to past in my dreams. I slowly resemble about Tiffany memory that stores in my mind. I can see and feel the past that I had with her. The dream time passes so fast and each line was so clear and each action is so clear. I knew Tiffany when I was 17, I knew her in a online chatting website, I still remember that I had asked her about her phone number and I started to SMS with her, I still remembered that at that time I had a relationship but I had problems with it, I still remembered that she helped me to not think so much, after some time, my relationship broke up and sometime later I coupled with Tiffany but the time was short because it ended up in 3 months later but during the 3 months time, I started to know about her and we went out together, I still remembered where the place I had met her and it was nearby her house the railway station, I knew the place that we first went out together and it was nearby her place the shopping complex, I still remembered the first kiss I gave her and the feeling, but it all didn’t last long, we had arguments but I always had to say sorry to her and I never minded about that, I still remember when I went shopping with Tiffany, we saw a teddy bear and I saw that she liked it but I never buy it on the spot because I wanted to give her a surprise and I brought it the next day and then bring it to her house to give her a surprise but she never came out and I just left it there, I still remembered the sad and disappointed feelings in the scene, the memory is so clear that it shows back the time that I had cooked the soup for her and I went to market to get the ingredients, not only that, I also made mango pudding for her, but all the scenes was so fast that I saw I had took many pictures with her and that time me and her was so happy and I could saw the smiles. In the middle, I saw that we had broken up but we had taken pictures as well but the pictures could tell us that we are meant for each because the pictures are perfectly matched but it ended. The time was different, I saw the time becoming into a single life and she was not there anymore, she had left but I had missed 5 years birthday of hers, each year, I had hoped to be there on her birthday and give her a birthday that I had baked based on her favorite flavor but I failed to give her each time because she doesn’t need me to be there and she doesn’t know that. Then I remembered each time she had problems, I would be there for her but I never try to get her because I feel that being there for her is better because at least being an angel for her at her side would stay forever but being couple would not end up the thing I wanted for her because when I am coupled with her, she would had bad times and sadness because I scare that I would hurt her in the end and I wouldn’t want that so I choose the best path that being her best friend and her secret angel would be the best way. All memory I had with her came back but all lasted with sweetness but painful in the heart.
“Alex!Alex!!Alex!! Wake up!! “, Tiffany was scared but couldn’t do anything but just to wake Alex up, then Alex opened his eyes slowly and said, “Tiffany..Is that you?? What are you doing here?? Where am i??”, then Tiffany cried, “Yes!Yes! It’s me Tiffany! You know that you frightened me?? I was so scare that you would not wake up...Doing ever do like that again ok?? I wanted to tell you…” before Tiffany could say anything some more, Alex try to get up and said, “I am ok but just now I had a dream and I remembered about you and what we had gone through..Why are you here?”, then Tiffany said, “You remembered about me?? I wanted to tell you that I had broken up with him and I needed to stay here because I don’t intend to go back to him…I had read your diary and I know how much you done for me…I am so sorry that I had never appreciated what you had done and you told me because you don’t want to see me sad at all but do you know that you are silly…? You should had told me about how you feel and what you had done for me…I am sorry that I never noticed about it…everything’s is not too late if you only told me…Don’t ever do that to me okk??”, Alex got up and said, “Silly girl…it’s only for your own good…if we stay that way, I will know more about you and could only be possible to help you all times. Come~ let’s sit over there and talk…I had remembered everything about us…”, Alex and Tiffany walked over the cushion and sat together, then Tiffany wanted to say something but Alex closed her mouth and say, “Shhh…let me say something first…we always argue and have bad times and I don’t want that thing to happened all the time and I am not suitable for you..You needed him more than you ever needed me…being your best friend is a better choice for us…since we are best friends then you could tell me anything and we had been that since 3 years ago and everything turns out alright…I know that you had argument with him but you shouldn’t come here…it only turns out even worst...if not he will really thinks that we had something...come…let’s get your things upstairs and the next day you must get back to him because it’s too late in the mid night…I know you hungry already...mmm…let me get your things upstairs and I will cook something for you…you just have a rest upstairs and when its ready…I will bring it upstairs to you…shh…and don’t argue with me…and just go…”, Tiffany smiled a little and listened to Alex and Alex brings up the heavy luggage into the room and Tiffany laid on the bed and started to take a nap but then Alex went over to the bed and take the mattress and put over to cover Tiffany and then wiped her tears on her and told her, “It’s cold nowadays..Better put a mattress on before you get a cold...ok? Just take a nap then I will prepare the food…just be a good girl...don’t think about the sad things…just try to take a rest…”, then Tiffany looked at Alex and Alex waved at Tiffany and closes the door and went to the kitchen. He started to prepare the ingredients but Alex planned to cook Tiffany favorite dish but then some ingredients are not available but Alex plans to cook something else and Alex speaks in his mind, “Umm…what should I cook since there is not enough ingredients…I know…I think now the best time to cook is porridge since now is already that late and those shops are closed…I know…I will cook that…”, then Alex started preparing the foods and started to cook the porridge and then prepares another type of dish so that Tiffany won’t be bored eating porridge. Soon, Alex had finished cooking the foods and not long, he brings up to the room and knocked on the door and said, “Tiffy...the food is ready…can I come in now??”, then Tiffany woke up and said, “Sure…come on in…”, then Alex came in the room and Tiffany saw the dish that Alex had prepared and said, “Hey~ It smells good~ mmm….what was it??” , then Alex said , “See for yourself and help yourself…hehe…” , Alex giggled and saw Tiffany eyes sparkled and then Tiffany says, “Oh! You still remembered that dish… It has been so long since you ever cooked that…umm…I hope the taste is still the same…hehe...” , then Alex said, “Ya…just try it…hoped you like it…”, after that, Tiffany quickly take the spoon and wanted to put to eat the food and quickly takes the food and put on her mouth and Alex stopped her and said, “Hey …silly girl…the food is still hot…you should not try eat that fast…let me blow it for you…”, then Alex takes the spoon that is filled with the food and blow It and gave it to Tiffany and said, “Okok..Now you can eat it but it is still a bit hot…ah…open your mouth…”, and Alex feed Tiffany but she only could smiled and giggled then looking at Alex eyes and then Alex said, “Why are smiling and giggled?? Is there something in my face or my eyes??hahahax…”, then Tiffany replied, “Ohh…it is just that it’s been a long time since ever I had eaten the food you had cooked and you still cares about me…you even remembered my favorite food and that was the very first dish that I had remembered you cooked for me during the time we are together in the past. The taste is still the same and filled with care and you had done very same thing that you had done last time, you blow the food and worries that it is too hot and you knew that I would be in a hurry to eat if I was so hungry…you even remember what I like to drink…thank you so much everything that you still had done for me even though it had been years…”, and then Alex said, “Silly girl..Quickly finish your food before the foods turn cold, if not then the food is not delicious anymore..hahahax…after your meal then you need to take a good rest because its late in the night already and you need to get to work the next day…”, then Tiffany just followed what Alex said and quickly finish the food.
Soon, after Tiffany had finished the food, Alex said to Tiffany, “It’s time to get to sleep and you needed plenty of rest as you always slept late and you should stay that way…it’s not good for your health and some more you should eat when you are hungry…don’t always over work yourself…ok~ you should go sleep now…sleep tight…”, then Tiffany didn’t say anything because she do not know what else to say as Alex had said everything that she wanted to hear and just like the past that Alex had remembered. Then Alex cover the mattress on Tiffany and then went out of the room but before he could close the door, Tiffany said, “Good night Alex!! Thank you so much for everthing….”, Alex just replied, “It’s ok and good night to you too…”, then Alex return back into his room and started to get to sleep as well because he was tired and he started to get to sleep as soon as possible but before he could do that, he prepared the alarm clock but not on his daily alarm time but it’s for Tiffany time because he knew that Tiffany would over sleep and get late into work. So the time pass on and then everything comes to the next chapter………
wRiTtEn bY aLeXLohWeNhAnN at 6:50 AM 0 comments
Chapter 2 : The Unknown Caller
Chapter 2 : The Unknown Caller
(zzzzzzz.....) The environment outside my window was cold indeed as it started to rain heavily. Then my phone suddenly came in a SMS and I was awake from my sleep. A sender that has no name appear on my phone screen. It only shows a text that says "hi" and next thing i would probably do would only be reply it with a text "Who are you?". A minute or later then the unknown sender replied me with "I am Abbie" and by that moment, i didn't recognize who she was as I already has lost my memory. Then I quickly try to think hard who she was but at last I just replied her back with "Oh..sorry..I had an accident a few weeks ago..I don't seem to remember anything but could you tell me who you are and do I know you?.." After that message, then she didn't reply to me anymore. It just ended just like that without any answers. Then I got up from my bed and I try to think who she was but I still didn't manage to figure it out. (Bringgggg......) My phone suddenly rings then I saw another caller calling me and it was Shawn and without hesitation I quickly answer the called and then "Woii!!Alex Fong Lik Sun!!! Where were you these few days??? I had trying to contact you to discuss about the project 934. It is very important! Do you know that??? We only have 2 more weeks before the due date comes. Where are you now???" . Then I just replied "I had an accident a few weeks ago. I am sorry that i didn't return your call. I am at home right now but I will return to you as soon as possible the next day.I am very sorry about it but please give me some time to packed up the documents first." Then Shawn replied "Okok~ you better be fast!!" then Shawn close the call.
Soon, Tiffany came up and knocked on the door, "Alex~ Dinner is served~ Quickly get up and wash your face and have your meal~ " then Tiffany went in the room and saw me sitting on the bed thinking hardly about who was the unknown caller and about the project that Shawn had mentioned. Then suddenly I look up and saw Tiffany in front of me and I jumped a little because I didn’t notice her that she was in front of me. Then Tiffany giggled and I said, "Hey~Dinner is ready? I didn't notice that you came in already.”, then Tiffany replied, "I had already knocked on the door and called you but you are dozed off. Dinner is ready already. Faster come and follow me to go downstairs to have your dinner. I had cooked some of your favourite foods. Come quickly before the food gets cold.”. Then I suddenly giggled as I remember something that I used to tell her that to eat before the foods get cold. Tiffany seems nice but the feeling that she gave me shows that we are just more than just best friends. I followed Tiffany went downstairs and I saw the most delicious meal that I ever saw. Then I ask Tiffany about what relationship before then Tiffany just replied, “We were actually couples before but then we broke up and end up as best friends. We had never talked for some time but then you never gave up on me and still treated me so caring but I never appreciated the chances that you had done for me. I am sorry about it but I didn’t appreciate it well and I got in another relationship.”, but before Tiffany could talk on more, her phone suddenly rang and she picked it up the phone. Tiffany said on the phone, “Hello~ I am coming back now~ I got some work to do and its going be done. Later chat~ “ , before I can ask Tiffany anymore question, Tiffany just said , “Alex~ I need to go back now but I will come visit you again when I have time ok? Anyway, remember to take your medicine, I had placed it on the table and listed out timetable schedule for you already. Remember to drink plenty of water~ if there is anything just call me ok??” .Then I just said to Tiffany, “Thanks for everything, I will take care of myself and I will follow the instructions but you remember to take care as well. You better be going now if not you are late.” Tiffany quickly packed her things and get into her car and starts the engine but I just send her out to her car and watched her to leave. During the time she left, I suddenly had feeling of sad and disappointment but I didn’t know why I feel like that. Anyway, before I could ask Tiffany anything more, she had already left. I got back into my house and start to eat the dinner that Tiffany had prepared for me. I suddenly had the feeling of happy and touched but I do not know why I had that kind of feeling or maybe its because even me and Tiffany had broke up in the past but she still treated me nice and caring. After I had finished the meal, I went to the living room and have a look around and I try to walk around the house and then I walked into my bedroom. Then, I went into my shelf and I saw a box that had a lock on it and then I saw a key on the side on it. I try to test my luck to see whether it was that key to unlock the box. Then with luck, I managed to open it and some pictures inside the box. I saw pictures of me and Tiffany in the past and some phone accessories that was used in the past due to the accessories was old and the strings colour are dropping. Then I remember something about me and Tiffany in the past. I suddenly had the image that I had promised her something and it seems that it was fading because I didn’t exactly know what I had promised and say to her. I try to think about it but I don’t seem to remember. I was tired due to the medicine has sleeping effect and then I went to sleep directly.
I didn’t notice that I was in the dream, then I dreamt of something that happen in the past about me and Tiffany, I seemed to go back into the time where I first knew Tiffany and I dreamt of the times that I used to talk with her and the happy days that me and Tiffany had. During the happy dream, it suddenly came in the nightmare and then suddenly the time and places changes. I dreamt of me and Tiffany breaking up and I saw myself keep on calling Tiffany and asked her what I had done wrong but she ignored me and left me there. I suddenly got woke up but it was not the dream that got me up but my phone rang and it was the unknown caller and then I picked up the phone. “Hello~Hello~” but nobody replied and I knew the number was Abbie but because I remember the number that I received this afternoon. Then I said, “Abbie?? Is that you? Say something..” but she didn’t replied and she closes the call. I was confused why Abbie never say anything but just called me. I didn’t try to call her back and I am feeling dizzy and just continued back into my sleep. In my dream, I dreamt of Abbie but with blur faces as the dream was different because I was looking back at myself and saw myself texting on the phone and I walk closely to see who am I texting to and I saw it was Abbie and then with curios mind, I saw myself texting break up text but I didn’t know I had did that. Then, by that time, I realised that Abbie had been couple with me before but I don’t recall having that memory. I continued watch myself typing the SMS text and then I finally realised that why I had wrote those because she had something hiding from me and had lie to me but then before I can know what was that, I suddenly woke up from my dream and it was my alarm clock that woke me up.
Time has passed so fast but in my dream, I remember two relationships that had happen before in my pass and both I had ended alone in the line. I woke up in early in the morning and I continue to do my daily routine and went into the toilet and brush my teeth, While I was doing that, I realised something that I kept on thinking about the questions that why Tiffany had left me but at last came back and treating me so caring but I do not why that I had the feeling of sad and disappointed that she won’t be the same feeling anymore. I got the six sense feeling that she has a boyfriend already but then I try to think other thing and then suddenly came in the another memory that was about Abbie. I had the feeling of hate but I do not known why that I had that kind of feeling and it seems that my dream was related as it gives me that a feeling of something I should had known but I do not know what it is and the only thing that I knew that it must be something to do with the something she has hided from me but I found out about the thing but I had lost the memory before I could found out in my dream. (Rinnnggggg……) My phone was ringing in my room and I quickly went to get it but then it’s too late already because the phone had stopped ringing. I saw Abbie calling me again but this time I never got the chance to pick it up but I do not know why that I never try to call back and I had the feeling of not calling back. Then my phone rang again and it was Abbie again calling me but I was just standing there looking at my phone and asking myself whether want to pick up the phone or not but at last my decision was that I never picked the call. I had missed the call but then I put down the phone and try to open my notebook and some files that listed important and I open the file and the saw the files that about the project.
I quickly continue on the file about the project and try to understand what project is that about. Then I saw the projects are quite big but then suddenly my phone rang again but this time, it was Shawn and I quickly picked up the call, “Hey Alex!!How is the project going now??Did you read about it or did you forget??” , then I replied, “Okok..I am reading right now…Give me some time and I will get back to you as soon as possible.” , and I closed the call. I continue on the research on the project and I found it took me some time to understand what the project was mainly about. It was six in the evening and I didn’t notice that I took so many hours busy doing the research on the project. (Rinnnngggggg…..) My phone rings again and this time it was Tiffany, and I quickly picked it up and then Tiffany said, “Alex! How are you feeling right now? Did you take your medicine yet??”, then I replied, “Ummm…I am feeling alright but then I am busy doing my work right now and I had forgotten take my medicine as I had work until I had forgotten.>..<” , then Tiffany replied , “What!!! You better go take your medicine right now and take your dinner!! You should take more rest rather than starting working on your things. I am coming later…” but before I could say anything to her, she had closed the phone. I do not want to waste any more time and I just continue on my research while waiting for Tiffany to come around but then something got on my mind that I had to take medicine because I am hungry and I walk down to the kitchen to get some bread to eat and then take my medicine. I still remember in my phone that I had one contact that I haven’t called yet and I went back upstairs and got my phone and open up the contact lists. I searched for Sa that I remember I wanted to call her but I never got the chance. Then I press on the button to call her and then (tut tut…tut tut..tut tut…) but nobody answer the phone at all. It remained the same and then I never called again. Not long, then I hear my doorbell rings and I quickly went down to the gate to see who was it and it was Tiffany. She saw me and waved at me and I quickly went to open the door for her. Then………
wRiTtEn bY aLeXLohWeNhAnN at 11:33 PM 0 comments
Chapter 1: The Lost Memory
wRiTtEn bY aLeXLohWeNhAnN at 11:37 PM 0 comments
