Chapter 6 – Remembering The Past

Chapter 6 – Remembering The Past


(Brrrinngggg……) That was the last thing that Alex had heard and Tiffany was calling Alex, “Alex!!Alex!!Please wake up!!! “, as Tiffany was talking to herself, “What happen???? Why Alex fainted??” , then came in a hurry by Shawn that was outside that suddenly heard Tiffany shouting for help and do not know what else to do. Then Shawn came in and asks Tiffany, “What happen to Alex??? Why did he faint??”, then suddenly Alex moved and put his hands into Tiffany shoulder and said, “Oh my, what happen just now?? Why am I lying on the floor?? I just had a dream about everything is back to the usual where I was alone in hospital….” Tiffany then hugged Alex and said, “We were eating and then we chatted a while but then you said you wanted to go to the toilet and then while you are walking towards the door, you fell down and fainted…”, then Shawn interrupted and said, “Let’s bring Alex go to the hospital and have a checkup…”, then Alex and Tiffany agreed and went to the hospital for a checkup.

(Ting!) It was the lift sound that arrived, then three of them went in the lift, then Tiffany asked Alex , “Dear, you said you had a dream just now, what happened in the dream??”, then Alex answered, “Umm…I was went back to the hospital and then you are not there anymore..It seems that we had never contacted for so long and I was all along alone in the time…why??”, then Tiffany said, “Oyo...I was just asking only...but”, before Tiffany could finish what she said then (Ting..!) they had arrived at the parking lot, then Shawn said, “Let’s go to the hospital right away..You guys later only discuss about the dream...”, then three of them went into Shawn’s car and they started going to the hospital where Alex had been. After 40 minutes later, they arrived at the hospital, the hospital was packed with people but not long soon, it was Alex’s turn then Alex and Tiffany went in while Shawn was on the phone and then wave to them and ask them to go in first. When Alex went into the room, the doctor checked Alex and soon found something, then the doctor smiled to Alex and Tiffany and said, “Oyo...don’t worry guys, it is only a small problem, Alex fainted because he worked too much due to he had just recover from the accident, he just need to time to rest and some vitamins to be filled then everything will be alright in no time…” , Alex and Tiffany was relieved and thought it was something else that could happen, then Tiffany said to Alex, “Dear! I told you not to work so much already and see what happen next...You should take some days off and have plenty of rest first…and”, and before Tiffany could finish, Alex said, “But darling…I got need to complete the work first because it is out of time already and I need to complete it before next week…Just let me complete then I will listen to you whatever you said..Ok??” with an innocent and cute smile, and then Tiffany said, “Ok! Alright! But if you feel tired, please take rest ok?? Don’t overwork yourself if not you fainted and I am there to take care you already…”, and Alex said, “YES MADAM!!! Hahax...I will!!”, then the doctor said, “Ok couple~ Alex, remember to take care of yourself and drink plenty of water and get more rest if not the next time you come, I think I will let you stay in the hospital instead…”, then Tiffany said, “You see~ The doctor also asked you to take care if not later I had to come to hospital everyday to visit you already…”, then Alex giggled and said, “It’s not a problem for me at all and as long as you are by my side then everything is ok already..Since I never got the chance for you to take care of me already...hahax...”, then Tiffany said, “Stupid you~ I don’t want to take care you~ “, and soon they went out of the room and then waited for the medicine to be picked up. Soon came in Shawn, and asked what had happened to Alex and then Tiffany explained and everything was alright. After that, Shawn fetched them back home to Alex home.

While on the way back home, Alex was thinking about the dream he had and why the dream became twisted in his life and everything turns different, why was Abby appearing in the dream but never talked and why in the reality world, he had never talked to Abby much. Everything was hidden and no one knew except Alex and Abbie would know but for the time, the truth might only come from Abbie. Alex soon reached room, then Tiffany and Alex got out the car and waved to Shawn to thank him and Tiffany opened the door as the key was with Tiffany and both of them went in. Alex said to Tiffany, “Darling..why not you go up and take a bath while I prepared hot milk for you..”, then Tiffany replied, “Ok Dear…”, Tiffany went up and goes to the bathroom to take a bath while Alex was downstairs in the kitchen starting preparing the milk then Alex cell phone got a message, then Alex went over and look at it and saw that it was Abbie who messaged him and it wrote, “Dear Dear~”, by then , Alex was confused why Abbie would called him that and though it was a mistaken message then Alex replied, “Did you send to the wrong person??”, then after a while, Abbie replied, “No..You are Alex right??”, then Alex replied, “Ya...But I thought...ummmm...Nothing...”, then Abbie replied, “I miss you...I choose not to breakup with you...where are you??”, then Alex saw the replied and was confused but he didn’t know what else to do because he didn’t that he had not yet broken up with Abbie and on second thought, Alex felt that Abbie was lying and didn’t believe because when he was in the hospital on the particular accident, she never came or try to visit him at all, but all of a sudden, Abbie texted Alex again, “You said you will love me forever and never leave me but you broke your promise!”, then Alex started thinking and thinks back what exactly had happened and why did he and Abbie broke up. Soon, Tiffany went down stairs and came in the kitchen and saw Alex still holding the glass but the glass was empty then Tiffany asked Alex, “Dear...Where is my glass of milk??Umm…don’t tell me you wander off somewhere else and forgotten about the milk??”, then Alex quickly filled the milk powder and started preparing the milk and said, “Oh! Sorry Darling~ I just now was thinking about something else…”, then Tiffany asked, “What are you thinking??”, then Alex said, “Wait I finished this mixing this milk then I will tell you..You just waited me outside there the living room and later I talk with you”, then Tiffany replied, “Ooo...Ok…”, then not long Alex finished preparing the milk and went out to the living room and saw Tiffany lying on the sofa. Alex brings over the milk and gave it to Tiffany and started telling about what had happened just now in the kitchen. Then Tiffany listened and then said, “You had forgotten what had happened last time and it wasn’t your fault...You didn’t know it at all...I think you need to talk with Abbie that you had forgotten and tell her the truth...”, then Alex replied, “Ya...I should tell her...but I think not now yet because I want to remember why I did it and what really had happened...Sorry Darling...that I had mention about another girl..”, then Tiffany replied, “It’s ok Dear..I knew how you felt but at least you tell me the truth and never lied to me...And you do care about how I felt about liars...And that is why I had loved you in the first place…”

Soon, after that, Alex said to Tiffany, “Darling...let’s go sleep before it is too late because tomorrow you still need to wake up early and some more your eyes seems to be closing each second already…Oh ya Darling~ Wait a while, I got some coins that might fit into your eye lids..hehex..”, Alex laughing at Tiffany and she said, “Yor! You are so bad...Don’t want to talk to you already…hmmmppp…!”, then Alex replied while giggled, “I was just kidding only…Darling...Don’t angry already...Faster go up and sleep already…”, then Tiffany giggled and said, “Ok~ I go brush my teeth and then I will go sleep already..”, then Alex said with a big mouth open and both hands covering his mouth, “Yer…no wonder I just now smell something smelly la…it was you all the long..>..<” , then Tiffany with a grumpy face replied, “What la…aiyo…I where got smelly mouth wor..” , Alex replied , “Got leh..if not how to scare off the other guys from you rather than snatching you from me ar…hahax…”, then Tiffany replied, “Eh~! You so bad lor..Surely it was you who put something in my drinks that made my mouth smell smelly lo…..”, then Alex replied back, “Ya la..its me who do it lo..But you better get up and go to bed before I had to carry you upstairs...”, then Tiffany said, “Then I just stay here and wait you carry me upstairs la...~. ~ “, then Alex carried Tiffany upstairs and Tiffany giggled all the way long the staircase and Alex said, “Eh..Darling...you gained a lot leh...Please keep fit~ hahax... if not then later my hand patah(broke) la…” , then Tiffany replied, “I where got fat~ I just ok ok leh…You don’t train your muscles only leh…”, not long Alex carried Tiffany in his arms and place her on her bed and then takes the mattress to put on her and said, “Good night Darling~ Sweet Dreams~” , while kissing Tiffany on her lips and then Tiffany said, “Good night Dear~ Sweet Dreams Too~” , then Alex closed the lights and open a bit on the door because he knows that Tiffany is afraid of the dark and a little light would let her sleep more better. Then went back to his room and went to the toilet to brush his teeth and then wanted to start to go to sleep but then something came into his mind. It was about Abbie as he did not how to handle the problem and as well he really couldn’t remember anything about him being with Abbie, but then Alex suddenly saw a box that it looks like a cash box, then he tries to open it but with no luck he couldn’t but then in his mind a number came out, and it was 21 then he tries to open put the number into 21 and with his luck with a no key then he tries. (Click...) It was opened and then Alex saw some pictures of his previous years and then saw a picture that he kissed with and behind the picture something was wrote there, and it was “Alex Love Abbie” and then Alex flip back the picture and saw a girl that he guess that girl should be Abbie. Alex later went to the cupboard and tries to find what he could and then he saw a box that wrote, “Abbie” and he quickly opened it. He saw many stuffs that it should be belong to Abbie but then he saw a note inside written, “The past has gone…Love had never stay long but it was a memorable moment…”, he found a lot of things that belonged to girl and it was Abbie, but then Alex started to remember some things that had happened but everything was back into the times that how the items appeared in the box. He felt his head so pain that he tries to walk over to the table and then suddenly knocked on something on the shelf. A book felt off the shelf and it looks like a diary, then without hesitated; Alex brings the book over the table and started flipping through the pages and starting to know more about him. It was clearly that Alex had written that diary before the accident had happened. Alex knew what he was and how why did he break with Tiffany in the beginning and slowly how he met Abbie.

The story begins with Abbie and it was clearly that Abbie was an important in Alex heart once that he had given. Alex read the diary through pages and found out that he knew Abbie in the working place that he once had done a part time job in the company, Alex knew Abbie when one day, Abbie started her part time job in the company and Alex had first expression and had looked at her but quietly with a glance. One day, Alex tries to talk with Abbie and it was in the lift and then he asked Abbie question but because communicating with Abbie needed to use another language, then Alex by that time was not that good on communicating said something silly, and Alex asked Abbie whether tomorrow wanted to have lunch together but then because Alex pronouncing wasn’t that good, he said something differently and Abbie laughed at Alex and Alex was shy and didn’t dare to say anything at all but Alex did mention that he tries to get Abbie phone number but Abbie didn’t wanted to give. Then soon the next day, Alex didn’t talk at all because he wasn’t feeling so well and Abbie saw it, she thought it was because of yesterday the matter that made Alex felt unhappy and then Abbie quickly go over Alex place and had wrote her number in a piece of paper and gave Alex. Alex was astonished what had happened then suddenly Abbie gave her number. Alex had in mind that, “Eh..I thought she didn’t want to give me but why did she??” , not long, Alex and Abbie got closer and closer, Alex asked Abbie why did she gave her number to Alex and then Abbie said, “Because I saw you didn’t talk and I think you are sad because I never gave you my number ar..”, then Alex giggled and said, “No la~ I wasn’t feeling so well…”, then after , Alex and Abbie started sharing their meals together, but one day, Alex asked Abbie, “Do you have a boy friend?? “, then Abbie replied, “Ummm…No ar..”, then Alex had mind that how would a nice girl wouldn’t have a boy friend at all, but then not long, Alex knew that Abbie had a boy friend and soon Abbie admitted it and had said that she had been with her boy friend for 3 years. Abbie even told Alex that she and her boy friend had arguments and Alex didn’t want to spoil someone relationships and soon he tries to convince Abbie that should not think so much. Alex was used to be a nice guy and had always liked to help friends even though he had a feeling for someone but he would not said it to them because he didn’t wanted to lose a friend and he thinks that helping people happy is something good and he likes to be the “Good Guy” rather than the “Bad Guy” , but things changed very fast because one day, Abbie told Alex that she liked him and then Alex suggested a stupid idea and that was , being backup relationships, but in Alex mind, he knew that maybe a backup would cheer her up in times that she needed someone most but he was wrong, everything turns into a disaster and soon he becomes the “Bad Guy” and everything turns not the same as Alex is used to be. He became the guy that he never knew he would do even though he had rules for himself that he should not do this or that. Everything turns out not right that he chooses to snatch Abbie from her boyfriend. Alex and Abbie promised that when the full moons comes in the end of the year end , Alex and Abbie would be together and the fate had came upon them and on that particular night, there was a full moon appearing on the clear dark sky of many stars upon the sky and showing a full moon. Abbie told Alex that he would leave her boyfriend and stay with Alex but time was fate, because Alex and Abbie had many arguments but then someday, Alex founded that Abbie had get back with her boyfriend secretly and chatting with him all the long. Alex got angry and he knew that he hated this because he had previous experience that his ex had left him and found another guys just because Alex never say a word of it. Alex and Abbie argue and Abbie promises that not to find her ex but things just got complicated and things were not the same anymore. Alex had lost trust on Abbie because of the matters, soon, Alex and Abbie got separated but soon not long, Abbie finds Alex again and tell him that she was sorry about the matters and promises the same thing to Alex, but Alex had lost fate on Abbie because he thinks that if she could do this to me, then she will only continues because I forgives her. Alex kept control himself for not letting himself being together back with Abbie even though Abbie had given surprises on Alex birthday but Alex controls himself, Alex had changed and he started to become the “Cold Guy” that he would not be. He chooses the decision of letting go the chance he once that he wanted for so long but things really changed so fast. Alex soon found out that after the breakup, Abbie had gotten back together with her ex and it made Alex felt angrier but then Alex tries to cover up and said that it was a good idea that she was back with her ex as the only who can gives her happiness was her ex because Alex had a mind that, seeing people happy in relationships is better owning your own because you might not do better than others and why not let other had the happiness. When the right time comes, you will have your happiness and Alex always said this to himself to make himself felt more comfortable. Alex never knew what happen next because after that, his diary had stopped but he saw the each of the pages relating with Abbie was soft because the pages were wet before and it seems like tears on it.

Alex started to knew the truth of what had happened between himself and Abbie but then Alex could not get Abbie because he was with Tiffany and he knew that this moment, Tiffany need Alex most and Alex feelings had never change since the breakup with Tiffany but then he worries about Abbie because Abbie had sent a message to him and asking being back together. Alex do not know how explain the things to Abbie but he knew that someday Abbie would know. Alex knew that he had both feelings on both girls but everything was different. Then soon, Alex tries to flip back the pages before he knew Abbie, and found that he actually had many incidents happened but that was a matter of fact that was not yet been told. Alex had no decision on what to do but he knew that he needs to sleep because he cares about Tiffany and he worries about Tiffany at the moment. Alex went over to his bed and lay on it and starts to think what to do but he could not think anything at all and soon a while later, Alex closes his eyes just to take a nap and then he dozes off. He started to have dreams again and this time comes to…….