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NoV 20 2008~
i didnt knw wat 2 do le....

once~a story...

whnever u r wif some1 u like so much~

u wont like it 2 being separated or gt any problems wif it...

mostly like..

1) dun wan other guys/gals to steal it frm u..

2)keep her heart rite where it belong 2 u n nt others...

3)hate her/him keepin secrets tat will hurt u...

bt actually...all tis u will nt escaped frm it...

coz u cant control it...

sometimes...wont a normal couple...

get angry bcoz of him/her gettin pic wif other ppl reali close ma??

or issit being 2 sensitive???

i wont knw the answer at all...

coz i dunno wat i was thinkin rite nw was true?real?confused?

haiz....

lately...i had known some secrets that she didnt say....

n i found out the true about it..

i had revealed it.....

bt sometimes releaving a secret isn't a good idea..coz u will be thinking a lot soon after tat..

sometimes ur thinks and proof may b true or false...nobody knws unless the person who did it..

once a person told me tat...

u r nice guy coz u treats ur gf so nice n caring..

n i jz say ya..i love her a lot...

bt thn the person told me 1 thing..

its better thn dun put it in ur mind sayin tat..

WHY?!i treat u so nice n carin but u doesnt care or appreciate it??!

tis will oni makes u sad...

after the person sayin tis..i had think of something..

actually..i was thinkin like tat 2...coz i m feelin kinda lonely n desperate...

all i think of nw is tat...even though i had known her secrets behind me...

i jz pretend tat i didnt knw...

bt jz continue treating her as hw i usually care so much n put my love on it..

i knw it will hurts a lot 2 me in tis kind of situation n being veli stupid...

bt...

4 me..its worth it!coz in tis life..i reali did something good...

n i wont 4get tat i had once..ever love some1 so much...

even though at last she will leave me in the end..it doesnt matter anymore...

i found a out a song note...

你还是最深爱的人

你要的我愿把全部都给你

你说的毫不保留着不相信

只要我能够让你快乐我一定都给你

只要我能够让你幸福什么都愿意

你是最深爱的女人

你拥有最美的眼神

炽热的最真

烧伤了我心急如焚我愿意为你没有了身份

你就是我最深爱的人

你还是我最爱的女人

bcoz of tis..i learn tat...

no matter wat..i still willin givin out all my life jz 4 her..

even though at last she doesnt choose me...

i jz knew tat...

every couple will have it own story bt different kind of loves..

tats all...

some1 mabe out there is even hurt thn me..

the reason i writtin all tis was 2 tell myself..u muz nt giv up urself..u had 2 let it go..

n as well..i dun smoke nor drinks a lot..

so many ppl had different kinds of letting out their disturbed minds..

i will still love her wif all my heart..