4goTtEn~

fOrgEt~
sOme how~
i reAli 4get waT loVe uSed 2 b~
i Cant fEel it anymore...
itS gOne~

i dunNo wat else to think anymore....
i jz feElin like...
i do not have energy 2 think anymore..
i wan to stop n rest....
i cant continue anymore..
bt wat 2 do...
it jz keep on goin n on...

waT if i gt an accident?
i 4get everything...even me...
will it b a best way?
i think it will..coz at least...
i wont suffer so much as rite nw i m havin.....
y do i nid get tis kind of thoughts..oni...
i can relieved myself?

i reali havin headache!!!!!
i dunno hw long i can hold anymore...
i reali veli tired!
can i jz hav a rest?
plz...plz...plz...i jz dun wan keep on anymore...
i dunno wat 2 do anymore...
y!!!

y muz i b a GOOD LOVER!?
y cant i jz b a BAD LOVER?
y muz all the good times...fly away jz like a wind..
so fast..so easy...
n jz like tat...
did i did something wrong???

y muz her b so cold 2 me??
i hav feelings....
i m nt a machine....
hw come my dreams...each nite by nite...
becoming a nitemare....
y muz everynite b awake jz bcoz of tat nitemare...
i dunno wat i can do anymore...

i jz hope 1 day..i reali can let down the burden....
bcoz i reali cannot continue anymore...
n i do nt hav any strenght....
i reali wan rest...stop...
sleep....
i wan hav a happy mind...
i dun like being like tis........
its veli tough....

bcoz she doenst care.....she....
looks down on me...
she mabe..had..another in mind..
A,B,C,D n others in coming....
bt i m nt in listed...
i m blacklisted...
i feEl lonelY....
jz lonely...
i hope..i can find..
an Answer...
tired...
sleepy..
restless...
unhappy...
eMo....

all tis will b changed into happiness 2 her...
bt i had suffer...
i had given all my own 2 her...
bt...
i fail at last...

爱太痛 - wu ke qun